Sunday, May 18, 2014

A Work in Progress

I have been on hiatus from blogging for quite some now... 2 months and 1 week to be exact.  I just had so many things going on and it overwhelmed me to the point where each day passed by in a blur.

The past months I felt like I was walking on thin ice and any moment I could just fall deep down in cold waters and sink into oblivion.  There were days when I wanted to just crawl into a ball and cry myself to sleep.  But most days I carry on with my life trying to be okay because I had to be for the sake of my loved ones.

  I thank God for work because it kept my mind from all the things I did not want to think about.  But sometimes the painful memories finds itself slowly into consciousness and I battle with myself every time the hurt sets in.

You may see me with a smile on my face, but behind those smiles is a woman who has gone through her worst nightmares but managed to wake up from it and face a brand new day.  

Things are much better now.  Everything is where they are supposed to be.  I thank the Lord for giving me the strength to face each day with a happy heart.  Of course there are bad days but I never let it get the best of me.

I have learned that every day is a work in progress.  That we should learn to live each day as it comes and try not to worry about what happens next. I too am a work in progress. There are times when I fall into the sadness spell, but I guess that is okay as long as I know how to snap out of it before it eats me up whole.

In summary, I guess no matter what you have been through, no matter how difficult things are right now.  I promise you, things will be okay.  You will be okay.  Believe me I have been there, and I can say that I am more than okay.


  1. this is beautiful! I agree and i'm glad to meet another strong woman like you. Real women are those who knows how to put a smile on their face despite the odds. I call it being graceful in life.
    Everyday is a new day, its a choice. We simply choose to see things on the brighter side. Thats why I believe you when you say Things will be ok.
    Its hard to put a girl down when she has loads of optimism behind her back. 😙

    1. Thanks Namee... being strong means knowing how to smile despite the pain and having the courage to go through life with grace even under extreme pressure :)

  2. Anonymous7:53 AM

    hi doc! I will pray for you. Im not exactly sure what your going through but I believe you will overcome it. You have always been a strong loving, patient woman. I miss you.

    1. Thanks Ariane!! I miss you and I miss our "talks" about life, love and anything under the sun.. I hope to see you really soon :)

  3. Anonymous7:54 AM

    hi doc! I will pray for you. I have known you as a stong and loving person who will do anything for her loved ones. Be strong and continue to have faith in Him. I miss you.


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